“There are times when a battle decides everything, and there are times when the most insignificant thing can decide the outcome of a battle” - Napoleon Bonaparte
Have you ever thought just how many decisions that we have to make in a single day? either in making decision what to wear? what route you want to take? what kind of novel that you want to buy? and much more. Basically, we use human judgement approach in considering any options/alternatives that appear.
Well, today I have a dilemma that I considered it as big matter that actually will influence my life and also my future. What kind of dilemma that haunted myself was practical placement. I think I never mentioned in any of my entries before this I have tried sent resume to few company for my practical training since early of February. So after waiting and waiting for the respond till month of April. Non of the companies call me. So, I just accept qada' and qadar where the CUIC will place me for training, as long it still in Shah Alam.
So, I got the placement in Shah Alam but the institution quit far from my house. Time ni memang dah kata dalam hati, "Mungkin rezeki aku kat sini.". Maka, permohonan dekat syarikat lain dah tak saya harapkan. Then tup tup dapat call from this institution, mereka berminat untuk ambil saya training dekat sana. I was excited to get that call, then I agreed to be interview. In other term, kena turun Shah Alam for the interview. But kena tunggu the next call, to inform the date of interview. ( I've already declined the offer)
Then come another offer, from another institution where it is situated near to my house.T-T I cried slowly dalam hati. " kenapa the best option come the LAST? WHY? WHY?". Dan dan, offer ni datang on the last day untuk tukar/nominate company which it was on 28th of April. This one, hanya buat call interview. I managed to convince them that I'm the best candidate for practical training for their new project. I got the offer today!! YAY!! TAPI...
Ada TAPI ya disitu, T-T to change/nominate company lain tarikh dia dah tamat. So, I've to try my luck tomorrow and deal this matter with CUIC.
So, I really hope that I manage to change the company.
Till then
Love,
HN
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